Words of Memories

Have you guys ever felt so tired, exhausted and worn out at times? Because I myself experience such exhaustion at times. It's not an emotional breakdown, it's just feeling tired, insecure but not sure what it's about. It happens once in a blue moon and lasts for that particular day or night, then everything would eventually returns back to normal on the next day. Many may think that I've always lived a happy and smooth life. Honestly, I consider myself very blessed with everything I have; the people around me really makes me feel loved. And yes, I'm happy, always! 😂 However, there are just days like this, like now, it's not that I don't feel happy, but I just feel tired. Perhaps a little hug would be good :') Sometimes things do not happen the way we want them to be, but I'm sure that God has a perfect plan for me, and that He will lead me through everything. I always pray for the future, submitting to God on what He has for me, be...

Finally, my exams have come to a halt. It had been a month of studying and sitting for the exam. It was the worst studying month in my life because the amount of things that were required to be memorised was so plentiful and even though there were ups and downs during the exam week, I'm grateful that I've gotten through it. No matter what results I get, I know that I've done my best and what's done is done 😋 Throughout the stressful period, I realised that God always surrounds me with so much grace. I received texts of encouragement and food from the people around me, there's people who sent me very well-needed bible verses when I was very down, and there were people who studied with me throughout the exam week. All these people reminded me that the world is filled with lots of love, and I'm really grateful for each and every single one of them 😘 Above are Nicholas and Lester. They're the ones, especially Nicholas, who have been studying wi...

I would write down many new year resolutions in the past years until this year, I only have one resolution - to be more selfless to others without intentions, which I've mentioned in one of my previous posts.  I realised that I've been setting too many "materialistic" targets in the past, e.g. To come fitter blablah💁🏻‍♂️ As my relationship with God has been getting more and more intimate recently, I realised that I should start bettering my character, to instill the good personalities that I lack. Honestly, to my understanding of myself, I'm a person with lots of personalities - cheerful, serious, determined, playful, emotional(in a good way), friendly, hardworking, lazy, and a lot more which I don't see the need to list them out😂 These personalities have become my nature, but being selfless isn't a nature of mine, thus I'm going to do my best to instill this personality in me this year. What is selflessness? It is placing others' im...

It was the end of a two weeks holiday for all the dental and medicine students in my university on last Sunday, so many of my friends came back from their hometowns. At noon, I received a text from my churchmate, Mandy . She asked if I was free at the time because she bought Sarawak kolok mee for me. I was surprised and happy at the same time but I was out of campus at that moment, so I told her that I would take it from her when I get back in an hour. This was the kolok mee she bought for me 😍 When I got back to my hostel, I was tired. I ate the kolok mee and went to have a nap. While napping my phone rang, it was Lowell (my batchmate, my badminton partner, and my brothaaa). I picked up. Me, "hello." in an exhausted tone. Lowell, "where are you now ah?" Me, "on my bed😒" (but he couldn't see my facial expression😂) Lowell, "can you open the door?" Me, "o.." and I hung up. Feeling a little grumpy because I was...

I used to mind a lot about a person's past. (I'll just use "she" for the entire post because I don't wanna keep typing "he/she" or "that person"). I used to mind a lot on what she had done in the past before, maybe she's not "pure" anymore etc. But as I grow up(til this stage), I begin to embrace people's flaws, because just like others, I have flaws too. As I grow, I begin to see the beauty in very very little souls. That soul, though was once in darkness, has now chosen to walk in the light, and that's the beauty of the soul, isn't it? At least she chose to repent. Is it easy to choose repentance over darkness? No, because choosing darkness is way easier. Just like humans, the evil and sinful things are much easier to be done compared to the good things.  "Accept my flaws and I'll look beyond your imperfections." As I grow, all the materialistic things start to become less and less importa...

Entering a new year everytime, the feeling of blogging/writing stuff always comes to me, and thus I'm back to blogging again after so long.  Another year has passed, there were sooo many things that have happened and if there's a feeling to conclude 2017, it would be...   "Grateful" There's a major incident that happened in 2017 was that I broke up, yes, again. You all might be thinking what's so proud with that? No, breakups aren't cool at all and I'm not proud of any breakups.  After all these years, I would not say that I've made mistakes, but I'd say that I've learnt a lot, like really a lot. Indeed relationships aren't easy at all, lots of factors have to be taken into considerations before or during the relationship. And so there comes a conclusion in my own opinion on relationships: It'd be good if you and your partner have common interest, it'd be great if you and your partner have common fri...

Hello guys! FYI, I am finally and officially a dental student now after all the crazy rides I went through.  Just an intro about the course I'm taking. The name of the course is Bachelor of Dental Surgery a.k.a. BDS The course duration is 5 years and I'm taking the course in Aimst University in Kedah. Yes, upon completion of the course I will be called a dentist legally and officially :P  The course started in late August which was around 3 months ago. I came here alone with my friends from Miri who are studying in the same university as I am, settled the registration and moved into the hostel and blabla~ After that, it was the orientation programme, which all of us, including the new students and seniors looked forward to as y'all know, you'll only be able to be 'new students' for once or twice(if foundation programme's orientation is included) in your uni life.    me, after the orientation programme ended The entire orientation pro...