I'm blessed to be surrounded by people who love me. My family and my friends are well with me and that's something I'm really grateful for. 

This post is dedicated to some of the people around me who always warm my heart a little. Of course, there are many other people as well, but these people are ones whom I've been interacting with recently.  My mom.  She has always been my best supporter and lover. I'm actually having my 2 weeks term break currently but I'm not going back to Miri as my next continuous assessment is approaching. 

She texted me 1 week ago asking when I would be going back home and I said I didn't buy any air tickets. I told her I would be having a 2 weeks holiday, & she told me that she'd discuss with my elder sisters and would probably have a trip to JB/Singapore. A few days later she asked me to book air tickets and I did. This was what she told me upon asking me to buy the air tickets. My heart immediately melted.  My uni badminton g…

Come and Go.

We experience a lot of "come and go" in life isn't it? This applies especially to the people in our lives. It can be applied to our friends, that as we grow up, it becomes harder to gather everyone at the same place again; even if we're able to gather together, we have to face partings of them one by one.There are people who walked into our lives, left some footprints, be it beautiful or not, then walked out of our lives. It may be confusing and frustrating that the people whom we hoped to stay, left us. But it's not their fault, because everyone has the right to choose to either stay or leave. We can't expect everyone to appreciate our kindness, because everyone speaks and listens to different love languages. " Many don't appreciate you, until they see someone else appreciating you. "  Many times, people tend to keep a part of their hearts for themselves, maybe it's due to their past relationships' trauma, but one should understand that no…

Taking a break

Have you guys ever felt so tired, exhausted and worn out at times? Because I myself experience such exhaustion at times. It's not an emotional breakdown, it's just feeling tired, insecure but not sure what it's about. It happens once in a blue moon and lasts for that particular day or night, then everything would eventually returns back to normal on the next day. Many may think that I've always lived a happy and smooth life. Honestly, I consider myself very blessed with everything I have; the people around me really makes me feel loved. And yes, I'm happy, always! 😂

However, there are just days like this, like now, it's not that I don't feel happy, but I just feel tired. Perhaps a little hug would be good :') Sometimes things do not happen the way we want them to be, but I'm sure that God has a perfect plan for me, and that He will lead me through everything. I always pray for the future, submitting to God on what He has for me, because I really don&#…

Taking responsibilities

Finally, my exams have come to a halt. It had been a month of studying and sitting for the exam. It was the worst studying month in my life because the amount of things that were required to be memorised was so plentiful and even though there were ups and downs during the exam week, I'm grateful that I've gotten through it. No matter what results I get, I know that I've done my best and what's done is done 😋 Throughout the stressful period, I realised that God always surrounds me with so much grace. I received texts of encouragement and food from the people around me, there's people who sent me very well-needed bible verses when I was very down, and there were people who studied with me throughout the exam week. All these people reminded me that the world is filled with lots of love, and I'm really grateful for each and every single one of them 😘 Above are Nicholas and Lester. They're the ones, especially Nicholas, who have been studying with me and recappi…


I would write down many new year resolutions in the past years until this year, I only have one resolution - to be more selfless to others without intentions, which I've mentioned in one of my previous posts. 

I realised that I've been setting too many "materialistic" targets in the past, e.g. To come fitter blablah💁🏻‍♂️ As my relationship with God has been getting more and more intimate recently, I realised that I should start bettering my character, to instill the good personalities that I lack. Honestly, to my understanding of myself, I'm a person with lots of personalities - cheerful, serious, determined, playful, emotional(in a good way), friendly, hardworking, lazy, and a lot more which I don't see the need to list them out😂 These personalities have become my nature, but being selfless isn't a nature of mine, thus I'm going to do my best to instill this personality in me this year. What is selflessness? It is placing others' importance above…

Beyond blessed

It was the end of a two weeks holiday for all the dental and medicine students in my university on last Sunday, so many of my friends came back from their hometowns. At noon, I received a text from my churchmate, Mandy. She asked if I was free at the time because she bought Sarawak kolok mee for me. I was surprised and happy at the same time but I was out of campus at that moment, so I told her that I would take it from her when I get back in an hour. This was the kolok mee she bought for me 😍 When I got back to my hostel, I was tired. I ate the kolok mee and went to have a nap. While napping my phone rang, it was Lowell (my batchmate, my badminton partner, and my brothaaa). I picked up.

Me, "hello." in an exhausted tone.
Lowell, "where are you now ah?"
Me, "on my bed😒" (but he couldn't see my facial expression😂)
Lowell, "can you open the door?"
Me, "o.." and I hung up. Feeling a little grumpy because I was tired and my nap was…


I used to mind a lot about a person's past. (I'll just use "she" for the entire post because I don't wanna keep typing "he/she" or "that person").

I used to mind a lot on what she had done in the past before, maybe she's not "pure" anymore etc. But as I grow up(til this stage), I begin to embrace people's flaws, because just like others, I have flaws too. As I grow, I begin to see the beauty in very very little souls. That soul, though was once in darkness, has now chosen to walk in the light, and that's the beauty of the soul, isn't it? At least she chose to repent. Is it easy to choose repentance over darkness? No, because choosing darkness is way easier. Just like humans, the evil and sinful things are much easier to be done compared to the good things.  "Accept my flaws and I'll look beyond your imperfections." As I grow, all the materialistic things start to become less and less important to me. In fact…