Words of Memories

I would write down many new year resolutions in the past years until this year, I only have one resolution - to be more selfless to others without intentions, which I've mentioned in one of my previous posts.  I realised that I've been setting too many "materialistic" targets in the past, e.g. To come fitter blablah💁🏻‍♂️ As my relationship with God has been getting more and more intimate recently, I realised that I should start bettering my character, to instill the good personalities that I lack. Honestly, to my understanding of myself, I'm a person with lots of personalities - cheerful, serious, determined, playful, emotional(in a good way), friendly, hardworking, lazy, and a lot more which I don't see the need to list them out😂 These personalities have become my nature, but being selfless isn't a nature of mine, thus I'm going to do my best to instill this personality in me this year. What is selflessness? It is placing others' im

It was the end of a two weeks holiday for all the dental and medicine students in my university on last Sunday, so many of my friends came back from their hometowns. At noon, I received a text from my churchmate, Mandy . She asked if I was free at the time because she bought Sarawak kolok mee for me. I was surprised and happy at the same time but I was out of campus at that moment, so I told her that I would take it from her when I get back in an hour. This was the kolok mee she bought for me 😍 When I got back to my hostel, I was tired. I ate the kolok mee and went to have a nap. While napping my phone rang, it was Lowell (my batchmate, my badminton partner, and my brothaaa). I picked up. Me, "hello." in an exhausted tone. Lowell, "where are you now ah?" Me, "on my bed😒" (but he couldn't see my facial expression😂) Lowell, "can you open the door?" Me, "o.." and I hung up. Feeling a little grumpy because I was

I used to mind a lot about a person's past. (I'll just use "she" for the entire post because I don't wanna keep typing "he/she" or "that person"). I used to mind a lot on what she had done in the past before, maybe she's not "pure" anymore etc. But as I grow up(til this stage), I begin to embrace people's flaws, because just like others, I have flaws too. As I grow, I begin to see the beauty in very very little souls. That soul, though was once in darkness, has now chosen to walk in the light, and that's the beauty of the soul, isn't it? At least she chose to repent. Is it easy to choose repentance over darkness? No, because choosing darkness is way easier. Just like humans, the evil and sinful things are much easier to be done compared to the good things.  "Accept my flaws and I'll look beyond your imperfections." As I grow, all the materialistic things start to become less and less importa

Entering a new year everytime, the feeling of blogging/writing stuff always comes to me, and thus I'm back to blogging again after so long.  Another year has passed, there were sooo many things that have happened and if there's a feeling to conclude 2017, it would be...   "Grateful" There's a major incident that happened in 2017 was that I broke up, yes, again. You all might be thinking what's so proud with that? No, breakups aren't cool at all and I'm not proud of any breakups.  After all these years, I would not say that I've made mistakes, but I'd say that I've learnt a lot, like really a lot. Indeed relationships aren't easy at all, lots of factors have to be taken into considerations before or during the relationship. And so there comes a conclusion in my own opinion on relationships: It'd be good if you and your partner have common interest, it'd be great if you and your partner have common fri